Dan is at work. I am lonely.
Dan is home. I am lonely.
How does that work?
This is how the day goes:
On a day that D works, he gets up when he wants. Does what he wants until he has to leave for work. Is gone for 14 hours. Gets home. Sleeps. Repeat.
One days that he doesn’t work:
I work. I get up with Nate. Get him and myself ready, while D sleeps. Wake D up when I leave.
I work.
I come home.
Feed, bath and entertain Nate until his bedtime. Put Nate to bed.
Dan takes a nap as soon as Nate is in bed and wakes up just in time for ME to go to bed.
What kind of life is that? Why bother being married? On the seldom occassion that D doesn’t nap in the evening….it’s TV until bedtime. Yippee!
Is he avoiding me? I don’t know. Sometimes I think so. Sometimes, I think he really is just that tired. I just feel like there is no effort being made to spend any time together. I am bored and lonely.
Sounds familiar to me.
Fuck. That sucks, Tiff. I’m sorry.
I’m so sorry. This totally sucks.